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Dream Histories of the World Vol. 2

by extropy

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1.
///DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT YOUR EARLIEST MEMORY? A GRAINY PHOTOGRAPH, HAZY AND BLURRED, MAYBE YOU ARE RUNNING, MAYBE A LIGHT WAKES YOU. YOU REMEMBER YOUR MOTHER’S SMILE. MAYBE YOU CAN FEEL THE ROUGH FIBERS OF THE RUG AGAINST YOUR FACE AS YOU FALL ASLEEP BENEATH THE FLICKERING LIGHT OF THE TELEVISION. WAS IT REAL? WAS IT A DREAM? WHAT’S THE DIFFERENCE? //// IN A DECAYING ORBIT BUT VERY MUCH ALIVE AND THE DREAMS ARE SOFT FLUCTUATIONS OF TIME__ IMPRESSIONS MISALIGNED BUT EVERYTHING IS FINE _ EVERYTHING IS FINE ___ NO ONE EVER LIVED HERE AND NO ONE EVER LEAVES THEY ARE DYING FOR SALVATION BUT NO ONE STILL BELIEVES AND THE GREAT DESTROYER LEFT A KISS ON THE CHEEK AND EVERYTHING IS FINE EVERYTHING IS FINE
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BROKEN TEETH 04:30
A BROKEN METAPHOR SHARPENED AND SETTLED OUT CAN’T TAKE THE TEMPERATURE WITH A GUN INSIDE YOUR MOUTH PERFECTING A SWAN DIVE FROM THE TOWER OF DOUBT UNRAVEL UNRAVELING FILTERED BUT FINE STILL SLURRING THE WORDS IN THE VESTIGE OF TIME A NEEDLE IN THE MOTE OF GOD’S EYE AND I DON’T KNOW WHY__ I DON’T KNOW WHY____”YOU DON’T NEED A RECKONING, A RECKONING IS HERE ____A RECKONING IS HERE"
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CASSANDRA 02:05
CASSANDRA, YOU FLOAT AWAY UNMET BEYOND THE HORRORS ON WHICH YOU FED AND ALL THE OTHER GODS HAVE SAID “SILLY GIRL, THE FUTURE IS IN HER HEAD.” BUT ALL OF THEM ARE DEAD___ALL OF THEM ARE DEAD
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EVERYTHING COMES AT A PRICE YOUR SOUL OR YOUR LIFE VAPORIZE CONSUME INFECT INSENTIENT DESTRUCTOR A THEOS LIKE NO OTHER CHAOS CELLS TRAPPED INSIDE A FEEDBACK LOOP NEVER TRUST A WELL-HEELED ACHILLES THIS TIME WE STAB THE MEN BEHIND THE CURTAINS UNTIL DEAD BILLIONAIRES FILL THE STREETS WITH BLOOD THIS IS NOT THE WAR YOU WANT YOU ONLY GET AWAY IF YOU DON’T GET CAUGHT THIS IS THE FUCKING WORLD YOU WROUGHT PROXIMITY ALARMS THE WOLVES ARE AT THE DOOR LEVIATHAN DRAPED IN SHEEP’S CLOTHING COLLISION COURSE CAN’T PULL BACK THE BLACK SWAN SAILS ON ANTIMATTER WINGS WHILE NYX SENDS A RAVEN AND THANATOS SINGS DEFY DEFY DEFY DEFINE THE WAY DEFINE DEFINE DEFY TO FIND A WAY A WAY A WAY AWAY AWAY AWAY AWAY AWAY
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SILENCE AT THE END OF THE REEL ITERATIVE NONLINEAR STORY IDEAS A SCREENPLAY OF BROKEN BONES AND FRACTURED MEMORIES BLURRY PICTURES OF PHOTOGRAPHS OPTIMIZED WITH EYES CLOSED DREAMING FLICKERS AND BLIND AT LAST OPEN THE DOORS AND BREAK THE WINDOWS GASPING FOR AIR SHREDDING THE SCRIPT IN A SHROUD OF SPITE AND FEELING THE TEETH GROW IN FEELING THE TEETH GROW IN FEELING THE TEETH GROW IN
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< 06:36
TURN OFF THE LIGHTS SYSTEMS UNRESPONSIVE CLOSE YOUR EYES VISIONS OF ORGANIZED DISARRAY IS IT ALL IN MY HEAD SIGNS AND REVELATIONS AND REGRET FOR THE DEAD_ ____ IN THE PALACES THAT WE MADE THE WALLS BEGAN TO SHAKE BROKEN WORDS AND PROMISES OF CONSOLATION AND SILVER-TONGUED DISTRACTION WHILE THE ARCHITECTS SLIP OUT THE BACK LEFT ANXIOUS ON THE LEDGE WITH A POSTCARD FROM THE EDGE POUR ANOTHER DRINK AND SAY CHEERS TO THE END____ NO TURNING BACK WE KNOW WHAT’S IN THE BOX THE CAT IS ALIVE OR DEAD YET SOMEHOW NEVER FED //ALL SYSTEMS IN THE RED// EVERY GREAT DESTRUCTION ENDS IN A WHIRLWIND AND A SIGH
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CAN’T SEE FAR ENOUGH AHEAD CAN’T REMEMBER THE PAST ALL THE FUTURES STRANGLED AND BLED THEY WERE ALL IN MY HEAD DON’T LOOK BACK THE CURTAINS ARE CLOSED THE MEANS ECLIPSE THE ENDS MORALITY BENDS AT THE PRECIPICE OF NIGHT THERE IS NO OTHER SIDE NO BRILLIANT RESPITE SPEAK YOUR LIES STRIKE YOUR PEACE NEVER CERTAIN WHAT ANYTHING MEANS RECITE THE WORDS FOR THE VIDEO MACHINES FOR THE VIDEO MACHINES I CAN’T SEE FAR ENOUGH AHEAD I AM BARELY EVEN HERE____BOW YOUR HEAD AND SCREAM YOUR PRAYER
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THE MAW 01:30
THROUGH THE GAPS AND IN-BETWEENS OVER WIRES AND BURNED IN SCREENS IN THE DISTANCE IN THE RED SPOKE IN VOICES IN OUR HEADS WE WALKED A PATH ALONG THE EDGE THE HERE AND WHEN IT WAS AND THEN __________ IT WASN’T

about

I apologize, firstly, for being an unfit narrator for these times, and secondly for the haste in which I write these words. The duty has fallen to me, whether or not I am worthy of it, for I may be the only human still remaining alive. As far as my knowledge currently extends it is entirely possible that I may be the last sentient creature left in the galaxy.

There was once a school of thought that believed technologically evolved humanity would eventually achieve immortality, either by merging with the intelligent machines they created or by transcending the physical flesh of their planet-evolved bodies through medical science or physics that we could not yet not comprehend; a “singularity” of intelligence leaving behind the scruffy universe of birth to explore and dream in dimensions that lie beyond the fabric of this mortal coil.

While many strange forms of humanity have proven to be intrepid and stubborn inhabitants of the galaxy, these philosophers and futurists who assumed a transcendent benevolence did not see their visions come to light… in fact they failed to incorporate the malign aspects of human nature into their hypotheses: selfishness, greed and egocentricity. They failed to see that this same mechanism of transcendence could just as easily birth a darker intellect with just as much omniscience; a hateful destructor lacking all empathy.

And yet… here we are. Or rather, here I am, imprisoned inside this sparse, dully vibrating metallic sphere, hurtling between stars on a false comet, with any luck bearing me to the dark void between the galaxies, a tiny seed-pod of humanity bearing witness to the last of the last. The end of everything.

I have seen the great cities and worlds of humanity fall; I have witnessed the earth torn in two, its insides cracked and spewed out, liquid iron and magma cooling in the freezing depths of space, fragments of cities, oceans, orbital space debris, everything flung about as if from a child rummaging recklessly through a drawer. And in this culmination, the extinction of our birthplace; the cold snuffing out of every blossom on the evolutionary tree, the rubble of every city ever built by humankind, the prismatic light that landed and sparkled on every sea and river and within the trees of the great forests and every creature of nature that dwelled within; annihilation rained down on them all, from the great Megalopolises to each and every grain of sand that once stirred and spread beneath the feet of Ozymandias.

Humanity lies scattered far beyond our fragile home-world, at least in this phase of the multiverse I inhabit; a great diaspora that has spanned several millennia; yet in only a handful of days I have borne witness to bleak news from every corner. As fast as the light can travel it brings word of destruction and chaos, of humanity’s end. I have since ceased all communication with the outside, lest I give myself away to the same fate… for I fear there is little hope that any life will escape this terrifying singularity. And yet, I know nothing for certain, locked in the silver confines of my cell, doomed to an eternal inertia that will continue long after I am gone.

I have little bandwidth to elaborate, and less hope that elaboration will find fertile soil in the cold dark, so I bid thee farewell, imagined reader, strange intrepid archaeologist of the future. I have compiled what data I can, in this shielded, quantum-entangled artifact. Should this vessel reach some intellect capable of salvaging it, I hope they will find some way to discern my meaning. And if not, then I suppose I send this transmission hopelessly into the void. Yet, what joy it is, to have existed in such times, to have seen and experienced all of this. If death is forever the end then at least I will cease to exist knowing that I did. Good luck to you all.


///TRANSMISSION ENDS

credits

released June 12, 2022

all sounds by D.Andrus. cover art features "L'Enigme" by Gustave Dore, with modifications made using Artificial Intelligence algorithms from Night Cafe Studio

I have created a companion "visual" version of the record which you can find at the link below. The videos were arranged in Adobe After Effects using fractal & generative modules developed in Artmatic Pro, AI generated video created from text prompts using NightSudio Cafe, and some real world footage. www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL1f7Nd-AgYHFhKU1Xf7jsTwJVa4m5NK4m

Thank you all for sticking with me. The coming decade will see everything humanity has built tested and strained beyond anything we have ever experienced in our history, and while I hope our species can make it through this gauntlet I've come to accept that we probably won't, at least with any semblance of what we consider to be "civilization". I wanted to leave a document of how it feels to live through this time, and revisiting this particular story felt like the perfect vehicle for that. However it ends, I'm glad we made the journey. - DA

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